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Dear You:
I know you may never get this or see this, but that is not the point. I need to tell you everything that has been happening in the last 4 years of our friendship. I never meant for it to happen but I have fallen in love with you. You may have never noticed this, but its true, and its hard for me hide it when I'm with you. I'm sorry.
In the beginning, it was just small feelings, especially when I saw you with your girlfriends, a small piece of my heart died when that happened. I always acted cool, brushing it off but when I was at home, my mind would wander to past memories.
More and more now, im finding it hard not to tell you. My friends say I should, but whats there to tell you..? When we hug, I never want to let go, and when you kissed me, i never wanted it to end. Cuddling makes me feel safe and secure in your arms, and you make me feel pretty and less self-concious than when I am alone. Thank you!
Last night was fantastic...but made me realize that I no longer can live this lie...the kisses on my forehead, the cuddling, the holding of hands makes me want you as more than a friend.
This will only ever be a dream,
Thank you for listening...
Always yours,
~sam~
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